1st day being officially single

-Well honestly it sucks… Nobody wants to be lonely right?
But what if it’s no longer healthy for the both of you?
Will you still hold on or will you let go?
Questions like that will always pop-up in your head. Certain What Ifs and Could Have Beens will come to play. Making your thoughts a little more confusing than it was before.

Letting go of someone is never easy but its part of life, at least you were able to learn something out of that relationship (did I learn something?). Being single made me realize a lot of things… things that I always tend to overlook… maybe you’ll never know what you got until it’s gone, a cliché but true…

I will always remember the way we are or should I say, the way we were, the sharp messages, the sweet nothings, the genuine concern, the childish quarrels, the precious memories, the crazy thoughts, the intimate moments (?) … Everything…

But I have to let go of you, the same way you’ve let go of me…
No time to be bitter now, a part of you will always be with me…
It isn’t the end of the world for me (neither yours), just an end of a phase / chapter of my colorful journey called LIFE…

I admit it HURTS… but it’ll hurt us more if we continue something that wasn’t meant to be…


“Should a, Could a, Would a” are the last words of a fool…


I’m moving on…


*RieL* 7/8/08