Busy as a Bee

I'm so damn late with my posts, been very busy as in BUSY the whole weekend with school stuffs etc...


DLSU won last saturday. im so happy....


anyway, i'll try to post much more sensible posts this week....



Thanks..

Bye

Tragedy :(

got this from the web...

FEU star Baracael shot, in critical but stable condition- Tony AtaydeFAR EASTERN University mainstay Mac Baracael was shot tonight, July 24, 2008. Baracael was reported to have been with teammates Ron Cabagnot and Robert Kave outside the FEU gym when a car drove by and a shot simultaneously heard.After Cabanot and Kave looked around, they saw a bloodied Baracael on the ground. The shooting occurred at the corner of Morayta and R. Papa streets, near a Philtrust bank branch.Cabagnot and Kave said that they did not see who fired the shot. Reports say that Baracael was shot twice at the back with a .45 caliber, with the bullets penetrating his body. Reports also say that one of his lungs was punctured. As of presstime, Baracael is in critical but stable condition at the Mary Chiles Hospital in Sampaloc, Manila.According to FEU coach Glen Capacio, Baracael is in “stable condition but still under observation.” FEU representative to the UAAP board Anton Montinola, for his part, called his player’s situation “delicate.”This is a horrific and unfortunate incident that warrants our thoughts and prayers. inboundpass.com is one with Baracael’s family, loved ones and the entire FEU and basketball community in praying for his speedy recovery.

from: http://www.inboundpass.com/2008/07/24/fe....able-condition/

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such a sad news to his family, friends & fans...

praying for your speed recovery


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Simon scored the 1st 2pts for DLSU in their game against AdU.


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*RieL*

Betrayed?

Sometimes it's better when we totally cut our communication with our former partners...

something that you don't know, won't hurt you right?

Stubborn Heart :(

Too Lazy to BLOG...

"I never stop loving you, I just stop showing it..."

Don Hen Sunday

After my Road Trip with my dad last saturday morning & the coffee chat with my friend...

Sunday is the best day for a Food Trip. :)

I texted my friend CJ (the atenean girl) to accompany me to my ex bf's house in marikina...
i was supposed to meet him to mend things but I realized that, why should i do?
will he appreciate that or will i just make a fool out of myself...

so instead, we headed straight to Sta.Lucia Grand Mall to shop since they're on sale...

we done alot of window shopping since it's very tiring to buy any item because of the very long line, people are everywhere & the fast foods and restos are jam packed...
We're so close to giving up, when i spotted Don Hen located athe back of Sta.Lucia...
I never realized that it's still existing... I so love their Buffalo Wings & their Baked Ziti...

not only i can satisfy my cravings, we're on luck because Don Hen is having their promo,

Imagine this, a 10 inch bacon cheese burger pizza, 3 pcs chicken buffalo style, thin onion rings & iced tea for 850php... so affordable.... AS In..

we ordered that combo along with a Baked Ziti...

after 2 servings of baked ziti, dozen of onion rings , 1 1/2 chicken & 3 glasses of iced tea.

We're so full... I never eaten that much since the last time i ate at Dad's a month ago...

*Yummy.... what a way to end the weekend...

i love don hen...

=)

*RieL*

Saturday Fever...

My dad & I went to Pangasinan this weekend to hear mass in Manaoag...

it was a very good trip, the smell of fresh air & the ambiance that's so relaxing...

i may have enjoyed the road trip more if i wasn't sick :(

anyway, i wasn't able to watch the clash against NU & DLSU since I'm on the road with my Dad...
but according to a very reliable source, DLSU won over NU, i just wondered how many points did Simon have?... a very good birthday present for him... :)

we arrived home at around 8:30 when my friend texted me, if i wanted to have coffee...

me being a coffee addict, excitedly said yes...

He fetched me at my condo at around 9pm and we headed straight to Shang-rila...

I was able to see JRU on our way there... JRU is somewhat memorable to me though i've never been there... one of my ex, graduated from that university... (walking down memory lane)...

we arrived at Shang at around 9:30. we're supposed to watch the Dark Knight, too bad the theater was already full... *sigh...

We just had our little conversation over a cup or if i may say a venti Mocha Frappe (my fave)...

We're really not really talking about serious stuffs, We're just enjoying the ambiance & the company... much of our topics revolved around movies and tv shows...

at around 11pm, he walked me home (not literally) & we arrived in taft almost midnight...

such fun day for someone that is sick...

=)

So Sick --- Literally...

think i'm gonna get sick... my head really hurts... i have a slight fever and clogged nose...

is this related of him letting me go? or it's just the weather?

anyway, Happy Birthday Simon Atkins :)

don't wanna blog anymore...

see yah on monday...

i can't post over the weekend since we're going somewhere North...

*sigh...

*RieL* 7/18/08

Double Whammy

Whammy # 1

Around 10 pm tonight, he already let go of me for good...

this time there's no more turning back...

it's the end of our fairy tale... too bad, it wasn't a happy ending =(

i don't why i feel so sad, i guess his love still lingers in me...

*sigh, sigh, sigh, cry, cry, cry, sigh, sigh, sigh*

Whammy # 2

Another controversy haunts DLSU. :(

what's with the referee & the game - fixing?

*sigh, sigh, sigh...


what a day...


but there's still a reason to smile...

the archers injured the tigers today.

85 - 84

an early birthday present for Simon :)


good luck on saturday...

Advance Happy Birthday Simon :)


*RieL 7/17/08

Advance Happy Birthday Simon David Atkins =)

Advance Happy Birthday....







thanks uaapmensbasketball forums for the pics...

:)

Day 9 - Foolish Heart

Foolish Heart


We started texting again, I don't why, I still have this connection towards him
as if I'm required to reply his text messages...

Maybe, just maybe, deep inside me, I'm still hoping that we can still save what we have...
but am i ready to go through the same things again?


I'm really confused, should i go back the route i've been before

or

take the new trail that leads to somewhere i've never been before?

so torn & so confused...


a tagline from a friend's messenger notes:

"The Heart is in the center of the chest but it beats at the left side, I guess that's the reason why the heart isn't always right..."


powerful thought...

is this me wanting him back? or is this me afraid of seeing him with another love?


*sigh

*wishing all my feelings gone

*RieL 7/16/08*

I Miss You

I just Miss Him...


='(

Rainy Days & Mondays ='(

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Day 6 - I'm Blue =(

After you go, I can catch on my reading
After you go, I have lot more time sleeping
And when you go, it looks like thing’s gonna be lot easier
Life would be at ease you know
I really should be glad.

But I’m bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You’re the only life this empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue..

After you go, I have a lot more room in my closet
After you go, I can stay out long if I feel like
And when you go, I can run through half screaming
And no one can ever hear me
I really should be glad

I don’t have to miss no tv show
I can start my whole life over
Change the numbers on my telephone
but the night will sure be colder.

Bluer than blue
Bluer than blue
Bluer than blue..


I ain't missing him that much... but i guess, i might still love him...

another reason to be BLUE, because ADMU won its 3rd straight win... ampness...


but Sue Ellen got eliminated, that somehow made me smile :)


Post Delayed due to interrupted interne connection

*RieL* 7/13/08

Day 5 - It's a GREEN Day

My friend & I was able to watch the DLSU - FEU Clash on ULTRA.:)

Luckily, DLSU won downing the Tamaraws for 11 points.

it was a very satisfying day for me, since i ws able to see Simon Atkins again :)

but rumors are spreading that he & justin are now together.. :(

they look good together...

anyway, after the game, we headed straight to RedBoX Trinoma, as a result of DLSU's Loss to ADMU (Araneta Center, July 6)...

we sang our hearts out there... Singing songs to fill our night with laughter, joy & Tears...

it's really nice to be with my friend, in times when i feel lonely...

somehow, i was able to forget about HIM...

Here's the complete Repertoire of the songs i sang:

-Weak
-I'll never love this way again
-Linger
-Better Days
-Burn
-If I Didn't Love you
-Beauty & Madness
-Fame
-Love Takes Time
-Through the fire
-Break it to me Gently
-In my Life

Concert....

quite a handful?

hihihi :)


Post Delayed because of my internet connection...

HMMPH!!!

*RieL* 7/12/08

Day 4 - Am I Evil? =)

It's been 4 days since you left me, and the first day that i never replied to your text messages...

why communicate with me, if you no longer want me?
you're just making it hard for the both of us to move on...

I'm no longer persuaded with your sweet talks...

"I'll always look Beautiful in your Eyes" ?

yeah right...

I'm not over you yet... & I don't want to be your friend...
(thanks, NINA for the music)


Nothing much to say for this day...

I'm just excited to watch the game of DLSU Green Archers tomorrow...

ULTRA here i come...


until then...

***Signing off***

*RieL* 7/11/08

Day 3 – New Found Friend

Day 3 – New Found Friend


I have this very arrogant, rude & self –centered classmate; I disliked him since the beginning of this trimester.

Unfortunately, because of my stupid alarm clock, I woke up late and was 15 minutes late for my 1st class. Ares, the chief god of mischief might have set his foot on our classroom that day because the most terrible thing just happened. Because of my tardiness, I was paired with my very annoying classmate to work on a case study that will last until the end of the 1st trimester.

I’m really pissed and felt so unlucky to have him as my partner… all he does is to brag about himself being so handsome, so charming & so sexy. (In fairness, He is…)

Fast forward….

Earlier, I was minding my own business sitting silently & staring blankly at the board. When he suddenly sat beside me… He was about to say something but I cut him short by saying that I’m not in the mood to listen to his ego-filled stories, he covered my mouth with his hands to shut me up (he’s wearing a Hugo Boss Energize perfume, I smelled his wrist) and said, “Don’t react, just listen…”

In a very soft voice, he uttered…

“Mariel, I know that you’re in deep shit right now, you don’t need to deny it, your tongue may lie, but your eyes won’t…

I want you to know that whatever that is bothering you. Please have the courage to share your woes with me, I promise not to make any noise, I just want you to know that you can always cry on my shoulder, even if you don’t want to say a word, just cry…”

I don’t know just what happened; I just felt that my tears are flowing down my cheeks. He guided my head towards his shoulder.

I never seen or heard him so sincere before and to be honest, I never felt any better since Monday.

It is safe to say that I’ve found a new friend in him.

Thanks Martian. :)


Lesson: “Never deny the chance to get to know someone better; you might be surprised with what you’ll discover.” :)


*RieL* 7/10/08

Day 2 – Tough Cookie

One of my university professors approached me today and asked if I’m alright… I just gave him a faint smile started walking away.

Obviously, I ain’t feeling alright or OK, I’m trying my hardest to hold back the tears that are starting to fill my eyes… I want to show everyone that I’m a TOUGH COOKIE…

Its just a heartbreak anyway, the world needs not to know about it, I cried over him many times before and I promised myself never to shed a single tear for him…

It’s hard but he isn’t the only one who loves me so dearly… I know someday I can outgrow this feeling of being alone…

As the popular song goes “I’ll just keep on dreaming until my heartaches end…”


*RieL* - 7/9/08

1st day being officially single

-Well honestly it sucks… Nobody wants to be lonely right?
But what if it’s no longer healthy for the both of you?
Will you still hold on or will you let go?
Questions like that will always pop-up in your head. Certain What Ifs and Could Have Beens will come to play. Making your thoughts a little more confusing than it was before.

Letting go of someone is never easy but its part of life, at least you were able to learn something out of that relationship (did I learn something?). Being single made me realize a lot of things… things that I always tend to overlook… maybe you’ll never know what you got until it’s gone, a cliché but true…

I will always remember the way we are or should I say, the way we were, the sharp messages, the sweet nothings, the genuine concern, the childish quarrels, the precious memories, the crazy thoughts, the intimate moments (?) … Everything…

But I have to let go of you, the same way you’ve let go of me…
No time to be bitter now, a part of you will always be with me…
It isn’t the end of the world for me (neither yours), just an end of a phase / chapter of my colorful journey called LIFE…

I admit it HURTS… but it’ll hurt us more if we continue something that wasn’t meant to be…


“Should a, Could a, Would a” are the last words of a fool…


I’m moving on…


*RieL* 7/8/08